So now what could it be

Well after updating my blog to the "new google" account - yada yada yada - which i don't know if it is any better or not but anyway it's a done deal. Of course windows, IE, norton utilities all had huge fricken updates. Dang well my stupid webcam even had a update - go figure. So anyway what happens, yeah the fricken blog account all screwed up. Whenever the browser gets to the sign-in page - wham bam it closes. Yeah fricken freakazoid. It doens't matter if I use IE or firefox or Netscape - they all do it. So it has to be something with Windows/IE/Norton/logicam/HP/ and all the other updates that hit my computers this week.

Yeah so I have to "trick" the stupid system into staying long enough on the stupid page for me to login. Yeah hasn't been my week so far. Oh did I tell you that my cell phone "mysteriously" stopped receiving picture-messages. That started three weeks ago, two weeks ago I could still send them but not now - go figure

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Just a thought

Remission - just a 3 month intermission in life
Where you worry about the future and live in the past

They can build a bomb
And blow millions of people away

But they can't build a bomb
To blow a million cancer cells away

They can send the chemical
And kill your insides

But they can't get rid
Of the cancer inside your head

It affects your life
It affects your mind
It affects your love
It affects your family

It is right over there
It is right over here
It is right in front of you
It is everywhere

You can't get away from it
You can't hide from it
It will sneak up on you
And get you from behind

Pickup the pieces
And make up your life
Take care of things
And hope for the best

Once the cancer has come
Into your life
All you have left
Is hope

It’s affected my wife
It’s affected your mom
It’s affected your sister
It’s affected your aunt
It’s affected your family
It’s affected your friends

Now it’s affected ME

Sucks I tell ya

Friday we had our 3 month check up with the Oncologist. The cat scan showed that the nodules in Grandma Pam's lungs have grown and the cancer count in her blood has gone from a "7" to "200." We go in for more tests on the 12th with a follow-up visit to the doctor on friday. They may start chemo on friday. We will know - much more - in a week.

I HATE THIS WAITING GAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We beat it the last time - beat it up and beat it down - we will do the same this time - and everytime it comes back

So as it is spoken - So let it be done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For What It's Worth - Buffalo Springfield

For What It's Worth
Buffalo Springfield

There's something happening here
What it is ain't exactly clear
There's a man with a gun over there
Telling me I got to beware

I think it's time we stop, children, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down

There's battle lines being drawn
Nobody's right if everybody's wrong
Young people speaking their minds
Getting so much resistance from behind

I think it's time we stop, hey, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down

What a field-day for the heat
A thousand people in the street
Singing songs and carrying signs
Mostly say, hooray for our side

It's time we stop, hey, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down

Paranoia strikes deep
Into your life it will creep
It starts when you're always afraid
You step out of line, the man come and take you away

We better stop, hey, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down
Stop, hey, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down
Stop, now, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down
Stop, children, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down

yeah o.k.

So I am finally posting again - once a month just like a vitamin you say. Yeah well. Not sure what is the problem. Think going over and over the problems that I am having only makes me dwell upon them more. Much I could write about I'm afraid that if someone reads them it will only hurt their feelings and cause me more problems than they are worth. Oh what would happen if a certain someone read something that I posted about comments he/she said that I thought were completely and utterly stupid. Even if I stated the subject line then I am subject to disclosure etc. Ah a dilema huh.

Lets just say that I am waiting upon another month - maybe one more month and things will change immensely for many.

On a side note the wifey has been in remission for her ovarian cancer. YEAH!!!!! We went for a scan on friday and will get the results on Feb. 9th to see if she is still in remission. Lets hope.

On yeah and grandchild number 11 was born on January 23rd. Another girl - that makes 6 girls and 5 boys. The baby of the family has had a baby. I think that it will be a few more years before we have another grandchild though. Ah well, there are enough presents under the tree as it is now.